Lately well today, was just one of the days, I thought about all of the days. Well I take that back, today, was usual but also unusual, it was like the rest of the days, but something gave me hope for a new day, but at the same time that seems like everyday…
It’s one of those things, those things you think about, you think and rely on, to give you clarity, you think about it a lot, the clarity seems to come and go, but the thoughts just seem to give you more & more to think about.
You remember, you remember all the things that can give you hope, the things that give you pain, so that you can push through the so called “hard times” and realize the “good times”, only to find yourself thinking about everything in the middle, that truly doesn’t even matter, when you sit and remember those things, you spend so much time thinking on.
You see, in life its all about your smiles and cries, its all you have, but we think we have more, we push for more, and we only come to realize that everything between those two emotions mean nothing, its almost like thats the reason we think, its the reason we think of our days, its almost like we hope for a reason for reasoning the unreasonable.
Oh how little we know, when we venture out on our days, how much we know when we think, how much we want to know for tomorrow, and how much we know about yesterday. But what do we know about today, when we are walking for today, nothing....
Controlling all but everything we know, controlling so much that we don’t know, just to know. Yea, its hard I know, being in control of so much, but so little, it’s crazy, it’s a feeling life takes a hold of, power, time, love, death, we don’t know anything but what we have a hold of, but wait, are you thinking about today, yesterday, tomorrow? Breathe, inhale, exhale, do you feel that?
The good life… Sunny, rainy, warm & cold, so beautiful but so ugly, give a chance for it to take over you, and show you the way. There are a few things, people don’t show you, but life shows you everything, thinking too hard, about what was, what is, what is near, gives you nothing, but memories, which can give you more thoughts to think about. But where is the purpose, where is your purpose.
The purpose of life, is now, where are you now, how are you, how does it smell, how does it taste, how does if feel… Feels good doesn’t it, knowing you still have a chance, knowing that no one can live that chance for you, that you are in control of the uncontrollable, that is if you allow yourself the chance to understand that you are in the position, that the world wants you to be in, lost, awake, found, excited, sad, and most of all, YOU.
So when you feel there is no where to go, how in the hell did you get where you are today?… It surely wasn’t because you didn’t think there wasn’t anywhere to go, it wasn’t because someone put you there, it definitely wasn’t anyone's fault, and for the negative people, it wasn’t because of them.
So give YOU, a shot, or should I say LIVE, because in the end, if you don’t LIVE, you served no purpose, and the purpose of life well…..
I’ll let you answer that.
1love
Truthfully
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