I remember when I would go to sleep,
thinking of us, mastering out our next visit,
when I could see your beautiful face, listen to your voice,
Your presence was one that always gave me joy,
Like never before, as I would tell you randomnly,
I love you, I miss you, Wish you were here,
Ask you during the day what you were doing,
How is your day, hope all is going well my love.
I can remember being missed, your calls, the random acts,
The kindness, the innocence, we shared,
The arguments, our smart ass mouths,
Yap yap yap, as we had no worries, because we knew,
Love conquers all.
Nothing was awkward, even our silence was amazing,
Helping each other along the roads we discovered together,
Backbone they say, I like to think of it a bit deeper than such,
My life’s reflection, everything I’m not, everything I wish I could be,
with me, always beside me, loving me.
Something so real, a real that once we knew, only we cared about,
Giving my all, showing I cared was most important,
Every time I saw you, it reminded me of my dreams,
I told you it was beautiful, I told you we were beautiful.
Those days, even these days,
My heart always gives my all for you,
We can let these days go by, as long as we are ok,
I’m comfortable telling you all the things I’ve always felt,
Always have been, I thank you,
Letting go of the old things, to move on to better times,
I think of all the good, we can create for us,
The pressure of life can distract you,
But it never takes away from the core, the real, the love,
We share,
When I realized we were a team,
no matter where we are, we are two that,
Help one another get happy, find a way, find life,
In one another,
for that I love you, for that I will forever care for you,
I will forever be by your side,
As I always told you, you were the one that I never wanted see go away.
Although you have decided what is best, for you,
I have struggled, but prospered,
Understanding love so much more, on a level higher than ever before,
lost thinking of you, just how I was when I first met you.
Wondering how you are, wishing I was with you, hoping to hear your voice,
hear you say I miss you, call me sweet names, as you always did,
making me feel everything would always be alright.
But that is not what unfolds,
I think, I wish, alone mentally,
because of what is,
But, I go back and think how easy it was,
to be by your side when we first met,
I remember the countless things, you would tell me,
I’m the man of your dreams,
The one for you, family, kids, all of the things I always wanted, and longed for,
Graces my thoughts,
Thoughts of our future, thoughts of now, thoughts of tomorrow,
I just want you to be happy,
with or without me,
as I never imagined the day,
I couldn’t seem to make you happy,
Just like I never saw the day,
I would have the chance to love you.
No matter what, everybody is someone’s everything.
I hope you find the happiness you are searching for, as I will be smiling, knowing It can definitely be found. Just hold on to it when you find it, as that is the only way to understand, the beauty of life.
MK
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